Poor choices aside (having even one more child, let alone 8) you do what you have to do to survive – if making a porn movie is it, so be it. Nothing to be ashamed of there.
Women work in the ‘oldest business’ for any number of reasons and many are Moms just trying to keep a roof over their kids heads, feed & clothe them. Not all are worthless pieces of fluff or street hags with drug problems.
May the Fates see you through the years to come and may your children see you as a hard-working, but loving mom.