Hi Nadia,  I am so sorry to hear of your ever continuing struggles, and I don’t understand how people can be so cruel with their words, and haste to judgement.  The children are here now, and that is the real issue.  I respect the fact that you seem to be doing everything in your power to support your beautiful family without putting the burden on society, for I know no matter what you do, there will always be those who will criticize your actions.  Honestly, I don’t know where you find the strength (but on 2nd thought, I know your strength comes from those precious children).   I only wish I was in a position to help, but will keep you in my prayers.