All i want to say is god bless your family. No matter what hard times you are going through, at the end of the day, you have family to fill your heart with joy and love. No matter what financial decision you make, that is yours. you are a great mother to do anything to make sure your children have. I am sure any mother would do that. I have no children of my own but a 2 year old niece and I would bend over backwards to make sure she has the latest toy or a candybar in the checkout line. God bless you and your family, and just have jesus christ and the lord close to you and your children’s hearts.